the different of forever and four year.............

last time , always say love you forever !! miss you this and that . scare i will leave her alone , but the ugly true is she left me behind . may be she is right i not suitable for her any more i cant give her those thing she want it now d.............

before starting this relationship i do know , we are come from the different world ! may be that time she feel bored so just accept me lo......

that day , i just meet a friend he working on the pc event 1 than he tell me how famous how pretty of her come on la......... not now la......... i know she pretty ok i know many people want her phone number so ? non on my business la......

thinking back 2009 , the memory with her is really not much mostly is private activity 1........... the out door activity can almost say empty ........ every time the precious time she giving me is 2 hr or less in the middle of the night ?? what really can do at that time ??? clubing ?? go to the beach and cry for to the beach ???

i dont know , i do feel angry why the time she go out with those good good friend can from morning till the another day morning 1 or 2 am ?? i most hate is when she say , i do love and miss you all i do is just want to fair to you !!!

i dont know she is dont how to count or what ? that she call a fair ah??? if that i rather be friend d........ but now i dont even want to think much d..........
since that time, i call someof the friend come out but mostly never show up . given those excuse that is fuxx silly 1 but when she call only all come out ok lo....... that call friend fxxx it la......... this type of friend !!!!!!!

friend like this who need it !!!!!!!