it is i too free ? always find to fan!

i have no idea what i plan to do ,
she withe yes 4 year so ,???
my sister friend 7year relationship ALSO break,
before break the girl know she wont married him ,
but she say she use to it got people care and fetch her d
so not going to change any thing ,
then a good timing come then they say break ,
they can say because of a small thing break,
now i look back my situation is slightly the same ,
just dont when the TIMING will come to me only ,
for her is just like a SHE team from a litter girl ,
transform to a litter women ,
i really childish lo, always think if i stay at kl ,
will thing o better >? no lo because i lost confident d.
ever my self i dont how to do ?
but now for me got a day more relationship ,
than i just continue a day more ,
i really scare any thing will happen again ,
ya i really love her , i belief that she like me too,
now the thing is i am 20 she is 19 !!!!
did she think bout married before ?
if say la we really married la but in how many year old?????
now already 4 year if i married at 25yr then it will be 9yr,
long run relationship , i want married at that time,
not mean she want too , so it may take the dating time longer ,
what is in my mind lo.....


just simply think and doing some calculation for the 5 year later >???????