second days for rest today i stilll got replay her

hai i really cant o it that dont want to replay her message i cant do it lo but some time i think my self la i thin she can do it if she dont want to reply she really can dont want reply lo, for me i still will feel uncomfortable if i never reply i scare she will worry me till do wrong thing because lack of focusing but i really dont what i want now , the heart keep missing her but the brain keep saying come mon give her some time to think it is have to continue or not??? because is really true for me now both of us really cant see our future clearly just can imaging and guess what will happen it te future ?
for me if we break d for sure both of us will feel very sad but this sadness maybe just stay few month if she choice to continue together with me are she going to change? if she going to change is ok for me but if she just want i change only than i dont think the reltionship can go long may be i can keep tollerent her but i the thing i worry is if 1 day i cant stand d i burst out my feeling than i think wil more hurt her .
what i hope was she sit down besite me and discuss the problem serious not i talking to the wall like that ask and answer my own .