third days d hope it past faster i almost cant stand d

just now i when to the school check for flying anot than i hear a very unhappy result my instructor this weekend off till Tuesday only will come back for flying hai the moon already down than my dear message me say (just remind u to take lunch o;... if not later gastric again... u no need to reply la...) the feeling i can tell u is really complicated first i very happy got her so care bout me and now i really gastric d because till now even a bread i also never take i really no appetite at all flying now day make feel very stress d than relationship problem coming in so more i really hope this will end soon and june also can have a rest time without me disturbing he life now i still waiting for the result and answer for her if she think can still together with me than i willing to carry on but make sure she really think wisely d only make this decision , because every time quarrel the same thing i really cant take it and i willing to solve the problem rather than run away from the problem than keep the problem there . for me if i really do that it just like i putting a timer boom beside me and and by the time if bust than for sure will 100times hurt than now lo.....