sometime i hope she never become prettty , and change like now!

i think maybe she change pretty d , the mind also change d ...... because she does tell me got many people date her d... maybe because of that she dont really mind what happen to me d. i want to know what is happening ?

every time , we chat thought phone i also feel sad because in the conversation i feel the changing on her d.... i want to know what really happen d? i want to know why ?

on her last few post , she say
i hate myself for temporary ..
i will b back myself after my birthday ....
dun ask y..4 let me be whatever this week (good or bad ) dont care me
is a punishment for me , which always do thing without using brain
will let u know y i do tat later ....
dunno is that too late d...



but after her birthday , i call her ask her few time what is that . and it is got any thing want to tell me ??? hai my hope is gone again !!!!!!!!


she never say any thing bout that , just like what she always does NATO (no action talk only ) but her is best can erase it