so fast come to my first 80 EMO post d.......

i do feel tired , just now i look at the clock so fast today already 24 of Oct d...... it also mean 1 more week will be my birthday d...... at first birthday should be a very happy moment but sorry you will hardly find happiness on my post , just like i say so i think this year birthday will be the most memorable birthday because i think i will buy a piece of cake and put candle my self and blow it and sing birthday song alone !_!

sound sad ???? but for me i think hoping and the hope disappear that 1 really sound sad ,
the time of waiting the feeling of hoping miracle happen that is sad .

dont why taip till eye also full of tear d...... maybe too HAPPY d...... EMO king this name i think is quit suitable for me d........ because now my relationship just like a reflation on the water , look stable and real but it not as good as looking...........

actually i just a ordinary guy i do jealous those couple , from far you can feel they are couple . me singing happy birthday alone never mind ,but her birthday i dont think will birthday alone like me for sure got many ppl will celebrate with her and i just can wait her post those beautiful photo that without my face .

just feel sad and tearing so just wake up write down the current feeling


just like i always say just treat my blog is a long long love story , after read it, the next minute have to totally forget bout it d.......