I have no idea why I do that

Today from Kent damasara house refilling and so on to Kuantan I take only 2hours. Sound crazy and dangerous but there is so many thing in my mind till I drive at the maximum speed of the car I also feel not thing !!! Sorry for doing this T.T 185km/hr and raining I think this is a good experience for me another milestone cover.

I am glad I still breathing the fresh air dinner with family.

what I want ?????? complicated feeling depression period undergoing.