life are fragile , and no take 2 like movie !!!

are you think to end you life before ??? what is the feeling and thinking by the time you plan to end you life >>? are you thinking bout your family > those people love and care bout you ??
still cant accept that some 1 i know just end his life with rope and poison !!!!

today the environment of my hostel are so silent and the silent is just too quiet , every 1 was talking bout him . normal day he is always being alone , because every 1 feel that he is weird so not really have some 1 that really close to him . i think because of that he feel stress and keep keep it with him self and compare with the brother that working at Airasia now........ make hm feel more stress .

now i just listen some hilsong , but the feeling is really no good !!!!! and i feel glad that xxx lee willing to share out her problem with me rather than keep it !!! dont underestimate stress it may become worst if suddenly the stress level bust !!! thank God got daddy mummy brother sister that love me so much , i believe any thing happen to me they all also will support me at the back .

if i end my self like that !!! i got no more chance to meet them again d........ no more chance for me to enter heaven d........ eating chocolate or sweet sweet thing do help me reduce the stress . but the best is cr out like cow because after cry i will feel super tired than easily fall sleep d. for me a guy having short memory after a night cal easily forget what happen last night d............ but not all thing !!!! hai......................... still holding some thing dont want to release T.T make me feel tired and exhausted d........ i never really smile from the heart long time d....... 1 day never end the ending nicely i will feel bad !!!! thinking to find a day settle it face to face . after that i should feel better d........ waiting for the day to come !!! sms ending is suck !!!