shit !!! my english is suck !!!!

every time people around me keep discussing that my English are poor , of course i know that too but what can i do ?

can you all just stop criticise but giving advise or solution !!!!! now i know why pilot paid are high!!! come on they deserve it !! the stress level is high until a lever that normal people wont understand !!!!! medical test , base check every half year , safety check , English test ,rating test , procedure test ,you name it !!!!!

now what i feeling just a piece of cake only compare with future !!