finally the tear stop d....................

today at first i feel like normal only , but when my aunt children they all knee down just two of them giving pray and respect . that moment my tear droping d...... cant hold any more . than after the prayer , the worker going to nail the coffin every 1 is crying that moment i feel that why ?? why must be like that !!! why funeral must be sad !!! that time i know that because they dont know where they will go after dead ??

my uncle he choose cremation , when body is pushing in the burner every 1 emotion collapge d..... life is just too short !!!! tomorrow uncle will go there collect the ash and put into the temple d.....

really not thing can help or do ??