stomach ache the feeling suck!!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell , since morning keep running toilet d............... today , i spent most of the time on my bed not i want it !!! is my body like no energy like that .

now what i will do is keep doing thing to avoid thinking of her any more !!!!!!!
she do hurt me deeply and cheated me . last night count down night she say she never drink , for me i not really belief on that !!! never when for club ?? in singapore never drink ?? come on la....... no point to cheat on a normal friend la....

i do drink allot last night , that why today i have to pay the "bill" stomach ache " the whole day .
now feel want to vomit like that , go toilet also non thing come out . keep pain pain pain dont pain what also , because spent most of the time on bed today for sure tonight hardly fall to sleep d.....

2009 for me is the year of pain , but for other do be the bless and sweet memory year . during this year i got 3 friend married d...... every time attend those wedding the heart also feel pain really like bleeding inside d.

now day even my brother almost start a relation soon d, but my self and sister both that always have some 1 beside now have to use to it the feeling of alone . for my sister , i feel sad for her because her job hardly find some 1 that can take it the distance relationship . me i dont know may be i not good enough and i do feel pain in relationship d ...... is time for me to take a break .

why i cant just be my friend , having few girl on the line . always cant do this cant do that , for sure people dont like lo..... but want me go club every night i do feel very guilty my parent spent 200k for my fees than i spent most time on club than fail the test . may be la..... if i rich enough i may do the same thing , but i know god know me better than any 1 ......... i just dont get the happiness in the club , a place that so noisy that hardly hear people talking but dont why still full all night long ..............

after become pilot , i do want to open a club . my own club no smoking no drug no bullshit 1


stomach ache plus sad