suddenly so many thing come out my mind

a new solution has come out , change school to APFT or waiting at the same school till july only got chance to fly .

45K , hai....................... when can i find such big money ?? to change school need another 45k for the school fees only the accommodation and extra money have to spent out on food and petrol .

i dont think parent still got extra 45k for me , every day thinking of finding money and no 1 to speak out really make me crazy d.....

why my education road so many obstruction and tear . am i really choose the wrong career ? i just know i got no returning way d......... even dead also must come out with the license and get job pay back the debt .

how was college life ?? sound nice and wild for me , so freedom .

please pray for me T.T because i am going to get mad soon