i am stress and many thing happen this day , but seriously i dont have the guts to end my life .
i dont how people can do such thing ? that moment what they all feel ? have to leave every 1 you love , go to hell !!!
even my parent do that before !!! i think i am still the blessing child i never have a day that need to worry for my meal worry for this or that . but my life are 180 ' change when i age 13 , thank you sister bring me to church . i not saying church have magic power can turn bad guy to better person but in real life God does do that !!!
because i cant imaging what i will do right now if i never have a chance to know God , for my personality not afraid to any thing 1 !!!! i think if that time never hardworking study back , i may end up like those guy that selling drunk or pirated CD . but i know my self very well i wont sanctify on that only for sure i will do bigger and bigger business . worst come to worst end some body life i think that time no 1 can stop this evil any more .
my evil side of my heart , if really back to live i cant imaging what i will do !!! i am the kid that kick out from the school age 8 . no school willing to accept me !! but i feel glad God help me i change to other school better life there . at least no more big case happen , till now i still dont know why the malay student will say i cut his hair and another cased worst say i beat him till bleeding !!! till now the bloody shirt still in my mind will never forget or erase in my mind any more d...............
after that incident i hate people dont believe me , shout at me !!!!!!
moody ...................
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