just finish prayer meeting at petra , till now i also dont know why i will cry ?? but is a very good release for me . how this happened , is start with lets pray together with your own family member a instruction given by my spiritual mother . than like usual brother and me go beside daddy and start praying , during praying time i can hear daddy pray for mummy and all of us .
my emotion totally collapse when daddy lead the prayer , he pray for mother sprit our health and etc ........... i so emotion also may be yesterday i go drink with aunty fan and her children .for infomation she is the second wife in the family , she say after 10year happiness the dream had to wake up due to her husband having affair with another women . the most scary part of the story is by early of this year she having a fight with the women , in the end the women knock her head by using high heel and cause her forehead bleeding the blood flow over the shirt !!! imaging you are there watching your mother hit by another women that destroy your family ?? how you will feel ? and this is what happened to them the children . the father of the children not only never stop the women but chase aunty fan them away .
after compare with them i really thanks God healing my family , if not i think my family will be almost the same as them !!! God really listen our prayer , because in my whole life i dont even dare to think my father will belief in Jesus .
by hugging and cry on daddy shoulder , that moment i feel warm and release because i know if any think happen to me and there will always have a shoulder be there for me !! it too easy for to start a relationship but to maintain it nicely and follow the true and holy way is not easy !! but the result are so worth wait for it !!!
take care and never lost hope :)
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