actually the aim that i go back johor is for the face treatment , and hope that i get the flight job in my school . at least i get some income $$$$$ . i am broke for this month d............. after settle all the bill . tm bill that my friend still owe me rm200 , and i pay the treatment for rm250 by monthly installment kasian gila...............
because i really hate to use photoshop to edit the photo d...................... so fake @.@ how good that i have pimples less face !!! or just less i also feel happy d.............. stress $$$$$$$$$$$ i think is the most people problem . but my case i know can solve it by asking money from either parent just dont want , i rather to settle it by my own also dont want ask more pocket money .
most of the time i was thinking that how daddy make it ??? and how mummy did it again ?? God will ?? daddy is working in "oven " for 9 -10 hr per day , and mummy that can only speak chinese but can bring people to japan or other country that doest using chinese .
the most i cant stand is i really cant act infront of people i am not a good actor !! if i dont like you mean i dont like you d....... that is me !!! i wont hide my feeling like most of the people . but to survive in community we are force to act ................................ say cheese :)
lonely night that cant fall sleep , too many things fly across my mind .
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