clown ??

am i ?? may be yes may be not !!! in statement or fact . a place that having jazz or my self you Will hardly find silent !! i dont know why ? i just cant control my self to being nice . i will try any thing to heat up the party , in some body mind i am dumn or clown that always do silly thing .

just now i had a W-vision friend gathering at newway city square . at first make it clear i really not good in singing but since they plan to meet up at the ktv i have no choice rather than sing it out !!! like i mention early i not a good singer , by the time i sing sound like talking . hope they dont mind i polluted their ear hahaha .

i cant believe that the song that i know is really lesses then i though !!! in the end i sing all the girl song SHE . i will never forget why i will know those song !!! because last time some 1 really like them , and i never been so hard working to study and momorise those lyrics . but the lastest SHE song sorry la..... 1 also dont know ah........

who is in the house ???? jazz man...... so what >??? lets make some noise !!!!! 1 of the girl really good in singing almost like my sister or brother so good in singing !! i have no idea why i cant sing well like them >>>>???? but never mind i have another way of expression.

suddenly a waitress came in for cleaning the table for us , than i just play play say repeat what she mention just now . i say sorry excuse me for while to clean up the table for u all heheh , shit !!! she pass by behind me that time !!! what a shame !! @.@ hai what even la..... just smile back to over come the shame .

so fast almost come to year end d......... but i still stuck in this FXXX school , and the idiot CFI that doest like me !!! Fuxxxxxxx student that have background than you scare and respect like me than u bully mother fuxxxxxxxxxxxx . i dont know how he feel by having a title as " acting CFI " i am serious his title in the card is acting CFI because he also fresh graduate from the twin only !!!! and below him all the captain at least having few thousand flying hour !! not like him less than 1000hr .

bored night with little alcohol in my blood stream