15/09/2010

15/09/2009-15/07/2010
- 15/09/2009
=0/10/00
10*30days = 300days

i don't even realise that i just lost 300day of happiness . left 65days will be 1 year anniversary d....


i realise 1 more thing , i phobia of writing T.T cant believe right !!! use to Taiping word rather than write it down d....... during world vision roadshow i discover this problem !!! during issue receipt my hand will shake lo.... because the word i write down are so horrible and because got copy at the back i afraid i wrong spelling , use to heck the spelling by clicking check spelling but on paper cant find this button so during i write 100 in english one hundred still ok but when change to 150 i jam a while what a shame !!! i cant believe that i cant just write one hundred and fifty !!!!!!! T.T . the feeling that holding a pen are so stress T.T hai ........................

later go buy many many paper and pen start practise writing again ! hai, every time fill in official form or document i also will lag for a while because keep thinking fill in wrongly , the more i fill in wrongly . i belief that if any 1 reading this sure will laugh till rolling on the floor , i do loss my confident d........... : )

pilot so what ?? by the time take out the uniform i almost lost 60% of my confident , because my brain can be say empty every thing i know is just the surface only the deeper part i dont know d....... 失败