what is stress ?

i also dont what i am stress ??? i really dont !!! when can i graduate ??? when this question some out my stress will some back !!!! i hate people asking me this because i have to act steady i dont want daddy mummy wory bout me d.......... i know they very siak me !!

but every time talk bout this i feel , i a so useless T.T .

just now got 1 auntie come to my house take dinner , her kids just 19 help her manage a million company d....... i not jealous but i dont like parent take me to compare with other !!!!!! yes he do very smart so ?? he is he me is me !!!

another way i do wish to learn the good moral value from him !! because i belief that his mother teach very well . so far he give me a very positive image !!! first time i will say that , but compare me with me i really feel malu ........... 21yr but still open hand big big take money from parent !!!!!! some more my daddy use almost all his money for my pilot course !!! hai..... people may think i am very rich an study pilot course ! but they all never see my study place those 18 -19 yr the car still stick P lesen but drive sport car , club here and there dont even border when graduate T.T but me i want all the thing earn by my own hand ! asap !!!!

every time i help daddy work at his shop , the heat really kill me . every time i saw him carry the heavy load i really feel my daddy getting old d............ T.T and me what also cant do just always know how to cry after graduate i will start worry job less tis and that !!!!

tearing i think will give me a good night tonight !!!