the different of physical and spiritual

my out look can be say look tough ! because i hate people sympathize to me ! i does not require that !!

i know my tongue can be so powerful till out of my imagination !!!! poison or sweet word is come out from the same tongue 1.............. i know what is right what is not !!!! i know that !!

mostly i think i can use my tongue to kill people . i mean the word i use can kill the person heart as well .

every night during prayer i feel so " spear and shield " . what i has done >>?
the voice inside the body keep on fighting till my self also feel tired !!

tryto enjoy every second that i having now