听和停

not going to be like that d........................ i know i am not ready for any 1 . i dont want to hurn any body that i love and care d..................


stop

stop smoking

to do list

stop thinking silly
stop moody

i must hold my religion tight

i must quit those idiot thinking

quit smoking even just started

no 1 night stand even every 1 is doing it !!

setting the base line again , being a man not more a silly school boy any more is time to take care my own self before i can take care any body else in this world .

if i do every thing they do , so who i am ? i think i really need a big slap to wake me up from this . i dont want to be just what people think !



pilot = playboy temptation is always there , i know i cant win it if i face it . so i choose to run escape from those place that may "kill me " . no way to trying this !!!!!!!! i know is easy to get in the "there" but hard to get out from " there "


is time for bed tommorow 7:00am flying nav , stress but hoping that weather clean and safe journey .