short of lov e

finish watching a movie name short of love . so funny and make me feel and think that in this beautiful still got many many more choose 1...............

what i have to do is just work smart not hard to earn $$$$$$$$$$$ because in the movie , show that now day people mind set .

LOVE = money so realistic . all the romance behind containing tons of money and time investing in .

but it is really have to live that way ???? so extreme ???? may be !!!! because now day our mind set all been poison by the movie and press d....... and actually what we do and how we live today actually is not the real you !!!! dont understand ??? make it easy , how you live actually is what the world thinking !!!! just like is term of beauty now day for girl is talk s shape body line good cup and pretty cute face . but for last time the social think that a fat and fair women only is the most beautiful women . so in the end , we live by wearing a mask !!!!!! a mask that people like and accept it so much . for girl , always is the most easy to get what they want !! that also because guy personality is "ji ge" . for girl is always " fan ji " example people got wife but still want to make out with that guy in the end slap by the wife .

every night i keep thinking that , how to earn ? how to be some 1 in this world ? because i also hope that can have a pretty wife even is fake love like those movie series a very pretty women a a pair with a old old rich man . waht the fxxxx ???? got time must ask ask my mother friend because she just date with a man that age 60 and her age is 40 only . she told my mum how good is that guy !!! but my mum just return 1 word if he is not rich you wont sa that !
imaging i am grow up from this type of family background .

so sick of my self . i feel so fake so tired so lost so feel like crying .......................................................
let's wearing mask tomorrow and continue my life once again .