the most tired and early nighti fall to slp.......

even my self i cant really belief that , i fall sleep at 930. i do not want to wasting my time for some not important thing any more . now every single breath god giving me ,is not for me to waste it on silly thinking .

last time , i very care bout the small and minor thing like photo in fb , dress code , place gather . but not now , because i am clean my mind the meaning of single d....... for me now if go out with her or contact with her i do not think is a wise choice . because is time to wake up d......

i think single life style is more suitable for me d...... every time quarrel or force to tolerant on some thing i do not like so much . till i lost my mind and forget why i want to dating ?? to hurt each other ?? quarrel all time ?? for my 4yr relationship i feel i just live in the fairly tale ...... but just only the ending is out standing from the story line.

i do not want just because lonely than go find some 1 to over come the time , try to use other people to over come my lonely or replace the love that i cant get in home . my sister told me that there will never end if i keep hoping got some 1 can replace the hole that inside my heart . because no 1 really can do 1....... crying ?? not now d....... have to make a move to church d.....


thank god never take breath away till now........ for me i do not know what age i can life till but i choice to work it out rather than waste it d.....