is time to paid off !!!
now i know she cant treat me as normal friend d........
i hate and cry to me self , why i know that thing is wrong but i still do it !!!!!
i do hurt her d, may be she dont really care .
because she is really innocent in love , or act innocent .
i cant do much because what i say dont do , my self do it ......
all the base line , that i say cant cross it but i cross it ............!_!
for this model world , what i did may be just like a piece of cake only
but why i just cant wait , why ??
now day dont care how much tear i drop is meaning less d.......
i d.... do the move that i should not do......
and not once i did is continuously for 1 year .
love is not like that !!!
may be both of us already forget the purpose why we fall in love !!
just reading a book name "i kissed dating good bye " ,
i keep on read it my tear , keep want to flowing out .....
because there i see how stupid i am >>?
i break the rule that setting by my self ,
sound pretty stupid right ?,
temptation dont look down on it ,
because even the great man david lost him self to it ,
but that time , i ignore all the sound just want to enjoy the best time now.
after that feel very guilty , but when temptation come i lost again .
it just like a cycle , that never end.
people say the love is blind , it is??
ya..... if without god it's like that ,
that why people always say i FALL in LOVE river!
did you get me ? by using FALL mean that is accidentally ,
and any time you a wake you can swim out from the river ,
it also mean the feel is no more , so is time to find other that FEEL GOOD ,
than the result either is you either manage to swim out again or drown in the river .
if you ask me , still miss that feeling a not my answer will be yes !!!
but the consequence is too big for me ,
i feel scare d....... i scare she will taken away .
no 1 can really stop god work,
if he want to put me with her ,
dont care how far i go , how long it take ,
she will come back to me .
but i know , it is hard la.........
she still got many thing inside the heart cant be solve ,
free thinker , innocent !!! FREE for all , and willing to try every thing .
i have no right to say bout that , because currently my life is a mess .
solve out the thing 1 by 1 ,
and arrange the priority all over again.
now i know she cant treat me as normal friend d........
i hate and cry to me self , why i know that thing is wrong but i still do it !!!!!
i do hurt her d, may be she dont really care .
because she is really innocent in love , or act innocent .
i cant do much because what i say dont do , my self do it ......
all the base line , that i say cant cross it but i cross it ............!_!
for this model world , what i did may be just like a piece of cake only
but why i just cant wait , why ??
now day dont care how much tear i drop is meaning less d.......
i d.... do the move that i should not do......
and not once i did is continuously for 1 year .
love is not like that !!!
may be both of us already forget the purpose why we fall in love !!
just reading a book name "i kissed dating good bye " ,
i keep on read it my tear , keep want to flowing out .....
because there i see how stupid i am >>?
i break the rule that setting by my self ,
sound pretty stupid right ?,
temptation dont look down on it ,
because even the great man david lost him self to it ,
but that time , i ignore all the sound just want to enjoy the best time now.
after that feel very guilty , but when temptation come i lost again .
it just like a cycle , that never end.
people say the love is blind , it is??
ya..... if without god it's like that ,
that why people always say i FALL in LOVE river!
did you get me ? by using FALL mean that is accidentally ,
and any time you a wake you can swim out from the river ,
it also mean the feel is no more , so is time to find other that FEEL GOOD ,
than the result either is you either manage to swim out again or drown in the river .
if you ask me , still miss that feeling a not my answer will be yes !!!
but the consequence is too big for me ,
i feel scare d....... i scare she will taken away .
no 1 can really stop god work,
if he want to put me with her ,
dont care how far i go , how long it take ,
she will come back to me .
but i know , it is hard la.........
she still got many thing inside the heart cant be solve ,
free thinker , innocent !!! FREE for all , and willing to try every thing .
i have no right to say bout that , because currently my life is a mess .
solve out the thing 1 by 1 ,
and arrange the priority all over again.
never cry :P may be no more tear d..............
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