i dont know her like she dont know me

i just want get some attention from her to me but in the end quarrel again , what is going on ???? a normal friend is more message than a girlfriend ??? online some important it is ???
when the hell is june that i meet last time ??

i regretting now let her be a part of my live , because it not suppose to be that way !!! it will make me and her suffer only why why why .

our start is not correct d.... wrong starting at first i should not so depend on her a day thousand sms from her shit la...... now day the sms is less and less because she is so BUSY what to do .
my own choice every day not beside her if she really love some 1 else what can 1 do ??? actually not thing i can do because if girl change they mind there will no way turn .

now day my confident can say is below bottom line d......... i not happy and confident on my self like last time any more because last time dont why i just feel safe and happy with her .actually not long time story just three month before only we still very sweet to each other , but after the 2 time she ask for break i knew that is different d..... got thing is no correct d, i dont what that but just feel the love from her change taste d..... i not that important any more , i am pretty sure she live without my care at all not sms no care for her i dont think she will have any problem .



current angry and hate my self so fucking useless and sticky
always taking cock fucking hate me