mummy sick again!!!!!

hai already very fan d la..... mummy sick some more make me more worry bout her see also heart pain , now i really dont what june want ? call me dont tell mummy first ok i never tell but why cant tell ? any way la......... my mother know every thing d 1 i sure , some more now she fall to sick where got time for me la...... hai tommorow going back kuantan d, really worry bout her and i also feel very fan a........ now i really give up my mind d, dont want to think and hope can together keep hoping is not the correct way is time to let go d........... she wont feel happy with me d we got problem never solve 1 day problem there we wont join back and for her keep runing away from problem that mean that is no chance together d ........... going to sleep hope better tommorow