i am confuse what she want

yesterday she say will give me a call after every thing , i wait her call from 11 till 2 30 only she call me . that i also feel ok but when sh call me that time the voice is high and drunk feeling what the ............ and the conversation just last for 7 min i wait more than 3 hr she return me a blur and short conversation.

she got time to on the stupid laptop to post the f........ post but got not time to give me a call.i feel my self was so chep till can , be take and throw it any time .


i want to leave d.......... i want make my self clean , did she really still love me or just feel bored .
i am tired of doing stupid thing d....... sleep