hard feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

five month is better than five year,

dont understand what i talking bout,

let's me explain here,

yesterday i just receive a latest news from my mother ,

she told me my cousin going to married,

but my cousin just break with the boy friend ,

than now she have a new 1 ,

the guy is fat ,

no that special,

not that rich,

not ever have a fix income,

but he win the fight ,

FEEL SURPRISE !!!

5 month than married ,

every 1 should know why already,

is because "break the RED zone" already,

so luck the shot make the girl pennant d,

that why have a safe sex and family planning ,

is very important,

my cousin is pretty ,

but what a waste just married like that .

so guy dont think the reserve date of relationship is like the date reserve wine,

the longer ,the better ,

normally in relationship is another way round,

longer relationship ,the lesser sweetness,

imaging a weeding because a accident shot ,

i dont think it will be a happy healthy family,

since thing already happen ,

both of them have to take the responsible together .

this case it really give me a shock ,

if it happen to me ,

i think i wil kill by her and my parent as well ,

because it a life there ,

cant say just kill it like that .

now day actually what i want is ,

the care ,

the love ,

the believe,

and the support,

from her .

but hope is always beautiful,

and the realistic is always so cruel,

the most thing i dont like will happen ,

but the thing i always hope it happen ,

it will never never happen ,

so now i also not dare to hope any more .

those word is not bringing any benefit ,

so read it as a novel than,

forget about it ,

the future is in your hand .