human is like that by the time u have the thing too easy u wont appreciate it but when the thing gone only miss the thing

appreciate is very important for me d.............. being too nice it will just make thing go worst so now onward i will just care those appreciate me as well , afraid being hurt some more d....... now thing that i cant control i not dare to try any more because bigger hope bigger disappointed only now just let it go naturally not going to lower my self any more that is not me , really scare to hear or think back those few word also feel scare and sad ....................


mood ok just gastric only