flood jkt

flood in jakarta



so far i feel safe because the place i stay so far still flood free,and today i also lost count how many time she packing all the stuff d.

but sorry to say i had enough that why i just fall sleep without any feeling, the funny thing happen is in early morning i been wake by a movement beside me a ice cold hand put over my back. follow by a bear hug in my mind i feel is over mean over.

i am tired in the crycle relationship d, i can live alone peacefully without acompany that is me i dont give a shit that i feeling not important, but out of my control my brain remind (her) face which i get maximun hurt at that momemt i know actually the hole in my heart some how  remain still just maybe been cover by other stuff. But the cover is just like the foot mark been make on beachside easily been wash over by the water current. And that reviews the scar there , come to a extent i feel lost.


never give 100% will always make me safe