Sally Ah Sally

For me every girl having a same problem , in relationship when girl "fall in love " they eyemost properly blind every they see just the good side only.

But when shit happen than all the under carpet thing will be discover . For me using suicide to force some 1 is really iresponsible , hurting your self in the mean time your parent will get hurt as well so better think twice before doing some thing stupid !!!

12 hour sleep time

:) finally today i wake up at 11 plus, today i just being light and easy reading some SOP having lunch prepared by sister siew ling. I realise the longer duration I slept I feel even tired than lack of sleep, I guess every thing work the same way always maintain at the green bar not over the red zone.


This year I had gone though many new thing, first time stay at indonesia for more than a month till visa expired , first time become so hardworking study day and night , very soon will be the first time flying Simulator during Christmas and new year eve , the best part is I having skill test (simulator check) on the first day on 2012. Can any thing better than that ? :)


Time past so quickly , I am age of 22yr this year few month later I will be 23yr in the way that looking at my age and my physical body growing up I think of my parent are getting older d........ can you imaging that as well ?

I am not the type of born to fly but I willing to work it out, even the instructor say ( no worry bout the training on simulator , because I will make you all walk on the water) get that !!

never feel this good before

I am feel good now, I believe you should had should feeling before when you manage to accomplished some thing. I never feel this good before no more vomit lack of sleep and today morning sister told me that i do talking during sleeping (be specific shouting at middle of the night).


Thank God for the strength that make me move until this stage , Jeol osteen say so God will never provide you tomorrow strength not until tomorrow. That you should know there is more strength are waiting a head of you to grab. Let's everyday look for God favor the more favor you will see.

I am still fine

My stress lever and able taking  spicy food are increasing, for last time in this stress, lack of sleep and food  condition I think i already vomited continually  for now at least I am no vomiting but feel like to :( the more will come when SIMULATOR  start , vomit is definitely in my check list . 

bump out my word due to over stress, i will continue study

just come back from school, had a great shower and ready to eat some more ATR knowledge. you dont ever dare to mention that pilot having great paid good salary by using auto pilot only ma..... do not thing in the air craft !! Damn you !!!!

now i feel that flight crew are amazing even flight attendant as well, i mean it !! without they present you will be no chance to survive in the emergency situation. Ans the speed they accept the new air craft knowledge is really amazing, like my self i have to input as much as i can into my brain for the monday exam. That is my future life new aircraft new system read every thing a weeks later exam.

another amazing people in the world is the parent of the flight crew, at old age willing to spent every single cent on the children just want them have a better future. But for those rich bustard, i dont think they understand this theory. Come class watch youtube facebook doing non thing disturbing others you name it...............

when class finish driving Mercedes out for a drink , even plan for the weekend party as well !! what is in his mind man !!!


i dont care what you do but when flying as a partner that time will be a big issue 1 failure both fail

A beautiful girl nude infront of me, I think i also got no energy to fuck her!!!!!!!

First time I feel so tired and stress , normally what you will do after school . I can't imaging first thing I do when arrived home is open computer not for Facebook but really face the book!!!! 

Now everyday I have to study follow by the planning, every thing is monitor at France. After complete the CBT I feel so tired and fall sleep. 

Stress till go clean the home :) 

Back to study soon , Many thing haven cover yet. 

Dumb

I become dumb , not I feel hate Or what just feel not use to it.  Can't even look and talk to some 1 that you used to know very well. That feeling is no good.