are you believe time are the best medicine ?

here i am to prove this fact is wrong , it is meaningless to have plenty of time without a sincere forgiveness. That is what i really learn from mistake, not forgive a people another round is not forgive your self.

obey and forgiveness is my what i have to over come it , how long more for me to learn this lesson ??? 3 years enough is enough !!!! pray that i will over come this asap there is no time to loss. I want to be a blessing to others before i can do that i must make sure my self are clean as spring water.

i really hope to bring the 3 kids to go church before i leaving malaysia for 7 years , i know by the time when i start working there will be a very very limited time for me. Now day i still have chance hang out with them and they mother :) many people may accuse why i am drinking with those elders for me i dont mind to drink or even drunk but i do need some extra non ordinary strength from God. Thank God and ask forgiveness from Him too few time i do drunk and 1 time i even sleep inside the car with key and door open.

The relationship between me and the children are special , since i am the younger i never have a younger brother or sister before. So i do treat them as my little brother and sister even though we are not bonded in blood.

i want a change in my life enjoy the single life time , enjoy the free time , enjoy what i have , i know many people love and care about me that why i still alive with smile :)

cant wait to work

am i really desperately need a job ? even i not sure bout that, i am confuse but another way of thinking i am bored of taking pocket money any money. Even though my pocket money is enough for what i need.

Every time thinking of pay back the debt to parent and by calculation there is a never end paying :) not only money to paid back but the love and care from them. even my self forget when i become so desperate for money ? But now day teenager is worst than my time , they can sold off the kidney for ipad 2 ? or provide the virginity just for iphone4 ??

i am sick of this, in the model world every thing become easy and there is no more moral value to speak off.

haiz................... sienz.......................................... thinking silly thing again !!

time management from Dr wong

lack of time or lack of money ? i think every body should familiar with both of the word.

The truth is are we really lack of time or money ? it really depend on how you mange your time !!

for an example :

-\------------------------- important .......................... Unimportant

Urgent ---------------rush for assignment etc ---------- reply sms,email etc

Not Urgent ---------------reading book etc ---------------- watching tv, playing etc

in a daily life how many tasks is be at the right side corner, than you should know actually you got pretty of time :) so stop saying i got no time.

after wing air interview feel

i feel confident with my performance just feel hard to accept the term and condition !!
can you imaging i have to stay at jakarta for 7 years. Not that long but that time i will reach age of 29year old.

it is bout the paid ? basic salary 950usd and 10 usd per hour is low in the aviation industry for pilot that have to work at out port.

i want to finish every thing and settle down as soon as possible :)

Do I have a choice ?

Money money money I want Money ! ! ! There is never end problem a stupid cycle that most of the people undergoing .
My pilot journey is really tough and challenging before graduate I force to change to obtaining my full pilot license and what now need another 100k to get a job !

There is always a price to pay

The more hurt , the more should forget

Most of the time we like to hold the thing we want always hope that it will be on track but did we even think about our future plan in God hand ?
What Is the purpose of living ? For me i feel bored doing thing over and over again . The leson of life will never end we have to keep learning and updating. If you ask me what is my purpose of life I think I can't answer you too ! Many thing to handle and it since never end for me !

Am I being too rational ? or just too naive ? You name it ;(

My biggest problem of my life is what ? Normally people will no tell the true , because we don't really like to hear it too ! Just like me if you are good I may listen but if in my mindset you are suck sorry not a single will build in my mind. That's me no mater you like it of not :p

bersih in malaysia !!!!!!!

is time to show the government who is the boss ? who paid they salary ? is the tax payer . So we want to claim back all the losses and the freedom of speech .

do pray hard for malaysia you know what ! by end of this year all the nation will at least hear christ once , where will be the doom day no 1 cal really tell but be ready for thing changing rapidly.

this year is a special year , and we can is the year of alignment dont believe let try it together

(you age in 2011) + ( the date you birth) = what ??? i can tell you here the answer will be 111

example : my age 22 + 89*(the 89 is fine forget bout the 19 in front ) = 111 let it :)

now i know what fan jie feel

been corrected from a guy than it no perfect make me feel really uncomfortable !!!!!! what the hell i am not 3 year old kids i know what i doing ok !!!!!!!!! hello every thing is under control . i will be just fine without your rude advise ! may be for you fell ok but for me is rude :(

you cant even be a good role model than you come and advise me ! in my heart i will feel =.= wth ?? for me i just dont like get fuck from some 1 than is suck too make me feel i am ever suck .

what i learn is have to really fucking humble down myself , for me i almost like water can suit to any condition just a bling of eye .Till some time i also lost who am I ??

and a word that is rarely out from my month SORRY !!!! except is really needed .