they say why i so desperate for a girlfriend

seriously i have no idea why i do !! may be feel bored lonely ?? who know ?

my plan really screw up the max , it mean that i just a normal human i cant really workout every single plan .

can you believe i use to plan married at age of 25yr !! you think i must be kidding right ? young pilot always want single life right !! believe it or not last time i do think that when i finish my course 3year for me to earn and buy own house . But i think now can really forget bout this plan any more :P

job also dont have can really forget about girl d...........................

priority game no C no girl is cruel but i love it :)

Cash

Car

Condominium

Card

Country club membership

time is really travel so fast

so fast i been graduate for a month mean that i been jobless for a month how long i will be jobless , seriously even my self have no idea bout that. But thank you daddy mummy support no body giving me any pressure beside my self.

you know what the longer you never fly the more you will forget, and the most scar part is i dont know how much memory i lost . Yesterday is the first time i do such thing go back kuantan and k.l within 8 hour in the mid time still got meet up with family and supper with brother . From gambang toll to karak toll i use only 56minute maintaining floor throttle .

we start our journey at 7pm reach kuantan at 930 and make another move back to kl at 12am reach kl at 230, the car we using is myvi can you imaging is i driving a BMW or other high performance car the result will be much more greater :) . drinking livita , chicken essence , herb tea just to make my self a wake thank God we reach safely.

am i a happy person to you

i always hear this !! a place that having you will be more joy and laugh :)

thank God giving me this talent :) , but i do long time did really smile though the heart any more .

till last night i have a wonderful gartering for me i know every thing God is under control.

let's once again invite God into our plans

what job i should go for in this particular time

my future life is just cover with a thick fog, so that i cant really see what is in front of the me. Life is full of challenging you will never know what will happen next and thing will happen when it have to happen there is no chance for you to say no i dont want this thing happen to me !!

sorry you got no right on this !!! but of course you do have a choose to make some of the decision due to different decision you make so is will come out with different out come too.

my hand is just full of desire that i holding is so hard and afraid will losing it most of the time we never realise that if we keep holding the same thing in hand how we gonna to get some new thing right ?

release is a tough lesson for me i learn is for more that 3 years but still learning , many thing that cant really discover from my out looking although i look ok but inner side of my heart it is the same ! no not all the time is same !!

when you feel not thing

not thing mean that you wont feel sad or happy bout that any more . that only can say as no feel !!

interview Assistant Flying Instructor

just because i am no body son and been study a poor school than i deserve this ?

let's me be honest with you my school also got alot jobless cadet how bout you keep trying airline first if few month later you still jobless than you can come to interview again.

hai.......... now day every school keep protecting their own child but who care people like use step child !! feeling stress is normal , but so far it is no other thing that i can do ? want to find a job desperately now.

drink but not drunk

awkward feeling and some feeling that word cant describe it .......................................... the 1 that so close to you before but no contact any more not even a word.

feel weird complicated feeling !!!!!!!!!!!!! stress with my future job first !!!!!!!!

after 3year study so now what ??

a mountain follow by another mountain is waiting for me !!! first is study in a suck school that delay my plan than after change school and graduate the whole aviation world had change. airline company will not longer paid for aircraft type rating ?

what is this ? every thing is money and money !! my stress graft always slightly below the maximum. breathing also feel stress than you should know how stress am i ? been entitle with the pilot title but cant earn a single dollar is really hurting me. keep spending parent money i really dont what can i do now !!!

but no worry dead will never appear in my wonderful mind :P

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no money no job

that is what happen now !!! now day company already become mint since got so many jobless pilot out there i will only offer job for those that have rating or willing to paid the rating . the problem is the cost for a aircraft rating is not like having a car rating few hundred to thousand business. Aircraft rating is away beyond that amount it all count from USD 20,000 above !!!! sad to hear that right !!!

that moment only i feel that how good if i havemoney ??

a door just close

no more air asia so what now ?

what now ? stress again i hate this type of feeling

bye bye air asia

just like what i predict i failure my test :( is sad during reading the email but life is have to go on . many people keep telling me take it easy no worry sure will get job very soon , but outside still have 1000 jobless pilot waiting for a job.

keep praying that i will get a job that suit me the most .

back from hong kong

i feel that is hard living in hong kong the tension and the stress is beyond what you can imaging . Every 1 are walking so fast eating so fast rush here at there , no idea how hk people survive at that environment.

hope that i can be 1 of the star that shine there

sad place.........................

finish the DEFO test feel that what wrong with them, but i can understand the situation as well outside there have 1000 jobless pilot waiting for a job. That the reason they can set those tough question or can say is just general knowledge !!!!

hope the best for me, alternate way is desperately needed

Thank God i live in malaysia

if you dont know what i talking about , mean you never look at the news .

suddenly i got so many idea pop in my brain i think tonight i will sleep slightly late again :P

can you believe it ??

i can drink 1 box of beer without a puke but i just puke because of a cup of neslo !!!!

some thing wrong with my body !!! how good if got any instrument can test how stress i am ?

keep feel like vomitting , please not now !!! sick on this time is really a bad idea for me.....

fast meat

human always like that by the time you have it you wont appreciate it... but when it gone only start looking and searching. Normal day i can eat meat but i does not feel any thing for that also but by the time you cant take it you will feel like eat it so much.

first time study till feel like vomiting not mentally but physically too. Hope every thing normal

eye getting smaller

i think is time for me to use bed, if i tell you i am not stress mean i am lying to you so stop asking me how !!!!!

stress mean stress !!!! i want this thing finish it asap ........................................ but my future life will be the same :) stressful career

4dy only

i dont think any 1 know what i feel now !!! scare stress .............. i stress till bite my self because i feel tired and fall s asleep !

my future will become how ? no 1 will know but i got no way turn , not time mean next time i have to work harder and harder d....................