aviation is really tough

now i know why the pilot paid are high !! their really deserve every single dollar they earn.

study aviation in malaysia is really a wrong move, but since i at the final stage so is no way for me to make a alternate. Malaysia airline are limited due to political issue mean that the job opportunity is low can you imagging my air asia june test up to today 187pilots are confirm the seat but they only take 7 pilot amount 187 pilots.

mean the best of the best only will be selected. After hearing this news sincerely i feel down and up set. I am just no confident with my self T.T keep inputing knowledge for the test stressssssssss

that never ever had before is flow in my body.

i am so "happy "

you what make me feel so happy !!!! today my flight been cancel :) ops.............. not today only is the whole week plan flying been cancel. since i cant make any more changer about that why not i focus on other thing. But just now after i report at 11:00am and waited till 3some thing pm and received such good new that moment i can read my face without looking at the mirror. A smilling face of course not !!! my eye just full of fire and anger but after a while i think back no matter how angry i am is meaning less.

29/04/2011 i will join the church life game as a volunteer i must correct my mind before enter this camp. i dont want my mood and spoil the meaning of the game.

may be God want me have a good rest before enter the camp :), but just now during driving i like usual speeding all the way when i am down than at traffic light there i saw a police standing by the time i make a turn a bunch of police is there oh no is a road block !!! but some how i never get a ticket. but the tear almost flash out of my eye and the stress level is once again making a new record.

what do you think ?

Thank God i reach kuantan safely

sorry i still reach kuantan with 2:15, this time i travel with shu yi lucky travel with her keep chatting with me so that i wont feel sleepy. Not like last time i have to use smoke to concentrate.

now day every small thing also can make me feel happy just like an air cord room, for me i can easily fall sleep with that low temperature room. so happy finally reach kuantan even though i dont have own room but never mind la...........

hope to finish every thing by may :) thank God for every thing :)

The world are simply awesome

shalom :)

Thursday morning i wake up at 6:30 and get ready bout 7 some thing. During on the way i call daddy mummy that inform them that i am flying to penang as a passenger and them flying to taiwan. Than daddy ask me i hear that today is your flight test what !! that moment i does stunt for a while because this information i told daddy last last week but after so long he still remember even my self can forget. BUT ladies and gentlemen this is the best part of the story :) during the call my flying batchmate call me inform me that is your flight test is today.

shock !! the power of the daddy mouth, just to share some thing here about our month or can say the power of tongue. If you keep attack people by using those hurt word you are killing the people slowly because if the person been scold he/ she trying avoid the conversation but keep all the word inside the heart that is worst. example every time when those word pop out from other people he / she will feel that pain no matter how because he / she keep all the hate inside the heart just like a wound healing and break over and over again!!!

most of the time we got choice to forgive other and of course our own !!! is really uncomfortable and tired to hate some body .You know what forgive people is really not an option but choice that we have to make to free our own.

want to hear some funny story ?? say yes please if you want than continue read down!!!

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the story begin with a gun ship captain you that sailing on the ocean, after a while he saw a light infront of him, than he transmit to the opposite ship say that : opposite ship please sail 10' board (mean to the left) than the

opposite reply : no way you sail starboard(right) 20'

captain reply : you know who you who you talking to i am the captain of the destroyer gun ship i order you change your course.

opposite reply : i am just junior sailor only , but please change your course.

captain reply : i say again i am the destroyer gun ship, i will not change my course.

opposite reply : Dear captain, i am LIGHT HOUSE change course or not is your choice( not option) !!!!

SAW the different between choice and option :)

hope you like the story and please forgive me if i make you angry this is for your own good too.

GBU

how good if i cant drink much

tilll now also cant sleep !!!! if i cant drink much just go down get a can bottom up it for sure a good dream for me !!!!

i bottel whisky maybe la..........

feel better d...............

it punishing my self to angry some body !!!!!!! cause me not thing but dead million of cell !!!

untill i cant fall sleep nicely !!!!! keep thinking ?? why why why !!! without me also good la.... stay at kl study prepare for test.

hope that june hong kong trip will be fun and really looking forward next year CNY family trip.

think also make my self feel happy d............... we are so easy to be happy but most of the time we choose not to be happy. Keep looking at the problem or the sad thing !!!

changing view

PISSSSSSSSSSS again

!@#$%^%$@#@~#!$@%#^%&^%$#@@$%^&*&%#$@#!@$%#^$&%^^%#$#@#!$

i dont know whether they still remember as a friend anot ~!!!!!!!???? Fuck wei.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! before pyin birthday i already call them count me in if any plan or present to share out!!!!! end up every thing without me !!!!! nia sing ah............................. Pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssss tak nak kawan d la......................... T.T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

every day prayer

keep reading the "your best life now " book really build up my faith and also overcome my problem. The book say that is you also not confident the thing will be done or not sure will done a not you think God will take over ? But the other way round if we keep following God lead for sure he will provide you the best solution in the world.

very good example our life just like a super high tech computer but if you key in the wrong formula on the computer of course it will give you the wrong answer right ? mean that if we keep think how bad how unlucky or how poor we are than the processor (our brain) will send the negative pulse to our body and make our mood swing.

:) every night i will keep pray for daddy mummy brother sister june family aunt family anuty fan family malaysia and my career and my spiritual life. I scare to start a relationship at this moment even thought how much i hope get it started after the lesson i learn a lot pain still if think back. I am the 1 should bear all the responsible. my priority was wrong the formula wrong of course the answer will wrong lo............. how come i put every time , hope on human but not God.

It is pain to learn a lesson of life but "this time it fail to kill me , it will only make me stronger. :)

press like if you like this (just kidding ) :)

new born life

i am a new born life in christ :) feel happy and so excited bout that but when thinking of test coming soon flying haven finish june having airasia exam. Haven reach end of month i already short of cash d....

having fun at the klang apple opening meet some new friend too. I feel that KL girl are super sporting wei...... can easily pick up and start a date wei........ i hope i got the time and money to do so !!!!

single life is fun and also stress because no 1 to share :)

talk to the wall dont worry i not crazy but try spent time with God to buid up a relationship.

is this true ???

love is possible after friendship but friendship is not possible after love..simple..medicines work before death,later if its too late nothing could be cured

share your experience here :)

cooking dessert

the taste was so nice !!! just kidding it can be more nice !!!!! got time that post the picture la :)

i just left 13.30 to complete my course

i dont know when i will be finish it but i will just pray for it. For me i feel that i am not thing so special compare with other but i just know i am special because of my Holy father.

day by day keep my self think positive.

smile smile :) that me fire for jesus

Thank God

i am still a life !! :) you should feel glad too because if you can read this mean you still breathing right !!! can you imaging people that live in libya or japan ?? most of them just like us, always thank God that what we have.

now i am reading a book name" your best life now " you know what !!! some time we are just too chicken to dream, when you do the best God will do the rest !!!!.

but we can easily do the best but we always forget or never invite God to do the rest. We human always think we are so smart every thing must have a reason and science proven. We just believe thing that can see but not the 1 that can't see.

even i do, starting we may follow but half way through we will start using our own way to solve thing problem out, dont denied it you are just the same.

pray till thing happen , lets do it together ....................................................

what a day !!!

a month never fly, than today first flight. The aircraft give me problem d.................. starting with the alternator than follow by low bus voltage and end up the worst no air speed indicator!!!!!

today was the first time i aboard take off !!!!!!! aboard aboard aboard !!!!!! no more training but real case. now another problem no fuel, negative contact with the refueling truck

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why so hard to clock hour in malaysia !!!!! you want to know why ??? first weather second aircraft third instructor four tower clearance.

please dont study pilot in malaysia !!!! you will fuxxxxxxxxx regret after that !!

2 week just pass

i just waste 2 week of time, at this moment i really really stress and down !!! why my path to pilot are so tough. every day keep reading and try to refresh all the knowledge that learn in ground school.

I am so bored of taking pocket money d............... every day see mummy travel trough and flow chini and the skin become dry and darker the feeling is really hard to describe. EAt sleep Play REading life style, when only i can get away from this ???

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS but glad that i still a live