no chance to find out the true

last week i hope a meet up at least 15minute meet up to clean and settle every question mark than hide inside my heart for so long, but i dont have the chance to do so.

i dont think i will meet any more, forget about it d..........................

oh no !!!!

last night at church hear that american LA will have a huge earthquake bigger than japan, and the sigh of it is before the earthquake japan will have a huge earthquake.

This news came from a american prophet in 2008, not God dont bless american but is they please God to stay away from them. First is school no more bible study no more church fellowship, than is the politic and so on............... of course we dont know when the earthquake will happed may be now may be next year or next 5 years ?? no body know the date but just know it will happen.

the time is short http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edg5vPq2JIo

http://edition.cnn.com/2011/WORLD/asiapcf/03/15/disaster.preps/index.html

what will happen next i think you better have so idea of it !!!

i am sad of my own !!!!!!!!!!!!

thinking my future

hai............... thinking bout future ?? but i think is time to think bout where we go after we dead lo.

i dont know whether you play life game before anot, the game is base on real life is so real till you will get crazy in the game.

crying for that because will never never meet you lovely friend any more.

today, aunt rachel tole me why not think bout fly with those NGO !!! you must be kidding me right !! no idea finally can relax my mind at home. My home sweet home :) miss mummy cooking but still have to wait mummy come back from taiwan T.T

say wrong thing

i know that will happen la.............. but i dont mind to give a shoot !!

without tying throw a net into the sea, that is no chance to get a fish.

my mood swing become worst day by day

i already doing not thing at kl continuously for a weeks d.............. i hate being this way, my mood keep up down up down but i realise that eating and cooking do cheer me up especially eating chocolate.

i dont know what i am thinking, what i want >>?? afraid that hope getting some thing!!! because the lost hope feeling really pain. Last night when to WIP with julia sis and her friend, do know more new friend but does not feel good every 1 working i am the only 1 study. that is a gad between, i want to go back kuantan desperately T.T..........................

tôi nhớ cô ấy xấu đến mức i tôi cảm thấy hạnh phúc khi nhận tin nhắn. fuck tự của tôi

nightmare

that is so scary and real, i dream that i been chase by a huge fairly bear !!!! i try my best to run away from it but end up i am stuck in the dead end. That time i have no choice but fight with bear, keep struggle for survive than suddenly i have an idea since the bear is male so why not i kick it ball.

ladies and gentlemen this best best part of the story i kick the bear ball inside the dream but in real i accidentally kick the conner of my laptop, right after the kick i am awake but because if scare but pain T.T . !@#$@!

Now my leg is blue black and damn pain !!!! luck my laptop is working fine Asus ............

feel good to have a sister & brother

just now out dinner with siew ling to celebrate her sister birthday. With all the sibling brother and sister, not so close with them but the feeling is fine. Just different from how i mess with my brother and sister.

even though my brother and sister are elder me by 5-6 years but there is no wall between us. Thank God i am the younger, always been taken care :). I do worry and care for my sister especially she staying alone at hong kong which is more than 100miles aways from home.

For my sister she do change alot, after working with cathay the EQ so high that you cant imaging. I feel that every time she FALL in love yes FALL in love really FALL DEEP inside willing to do any thing for the partner but i dont know why the partner always bull her.

i believe my sister deserve a better love, fuxx man if i see the guy i maybe will punch straight to face with no mercy. He is really cheap cake till a level that even guy will feel angry !!!! !@#$%$# maybe i not play enough so i still cant accept that.

till now never really meet some 1 i will FALL in love with hahahahahahahaah, but i hope i just in love not FALL because the FALL does hurt.

suddenly so many people ask me out for beer :)

yesterday have dinner with andrew taking guinness stout , today afternoon lunch with rizal taking heineken , now go drinking with capt soo :) dont know what to drink yet !!!! SEX ON THE BEACH ?? may be :P

feel better than stay inside the room facing those books or laptop. sunway pyramid is a place that i most scare to go afraid that will see some thing that i dont wish to see but in the heart is the opposite thinking. confuse even i do !!

human will never stop giving excuse

my school inform us only can fly on April which is half month later !!! can you imagging ?? is really not easy to entitle pilot in malaysia. especially all your friend almost graduate from uni or college with a minimum of degree !!! and what i have is few flying license and SPM poor result :( .

can any 1 tell me what can i do ??? hopeless is danger for my current situation, i cant lost hope because now i going on the 1 way path no U turn for me. what i can do is look forward and run faster.

income is 1 of the thing that border me, actually i dont know how those people can survive with that little money?? but i am stress seriously stress !! not like i not planning to have some 1 accompany but with current situation i am fuxxxx tight. keep looking out for alternate !! but i am bad because just sitting doing not thing but complaining !!

desperately for every thing !!!! may be i am too lonely and free so keep find thing to fill in the blank.

do the right thing !!!!

what you want to do ??? may be you will say you dont have this you dont have that but did even a second that you think about the japan citizen that suffering earthquake or tsunami

what happen to the world ??

since the first nuclear reactor blast that day follow by second and third reactor. every people are praying that japan or any party in the world can save and end this tragedy. every people are taking about will the world end coming soon ???

for those Christian are they well prepare for this ??? are they finish the task ?? can we meet some body we know in the heaven ?? how sure you are ?? sad to take bout this , because i know i will hardly see those i love in the heaven.

tired !!!!!!!!

penang

i am coming :) long long way for me, long time never meet sister d.....

feel like going KTV

long long long time never been to KTV, even thought when in i also will just sit down and listen other people sing. T.T dont how to sing kelian kelian !!!!!!

scary !!! 女人的心 千变万化 如果说女人才十二种不同 爱情不会让男人那么的头痛

天蝎座 　　
天蝎座男人一旦生气，无论你怎样用尽办法，都无济于事，最好的方法就是你要诚恳地一再认错，而且保证不再犯。当然这只是在事态不很严重的情况下，否则 认错也白搭。因为天蝎座男人只接受道歉，绝不会为你流的泪心软。实实在在承认过失，不做任何掩饰及辩解，会比跪在他面前三天三夜来得有效。

NO.5天蝎座

　　对于天蝎女而言一般她要答应和你约会基本让你就成功了一半了，但是如果她对你没有好感她的反应也是坚定的，如果她不喜欢你，她宁可抱着爆米花在家看肥皂剧也不会和你一起去看电影，更别说花时间敷衍你了，所以对于她不喜欢的追求者，她是非常敢于下狠手的，因为对于她来说不论你多么心诚，只要是在她不乐意的情况下缠着她，那么你就是她的痛苦困扰，她会想办法让你止步，免得浪费大家的时间，所以难免会有刁难的嫌疑。

天蝎女
有神秘魅力的天蝎座女子，常被其它女性视为爱情的威胁者,她不一定很美，但通常她就是会让男人小鹿乱撞。戏弄天蝎座女子感情的男人是肯定会受到教训的！绝不是说所有的天蝎座女子都是那麽狠心、残酷，只是让你明白几乎每一个天蝎座女子都有着宁为玉碎的坚决态度，或许你不太相信，因为有很多天蝎座女子都是一付迷迷煳煳傻大姐的样子，跟朋友在一起的时候也经常让人占点便宜，但如果你真当她是个傻瓜，恐怕笨的人就是你自己囉！她多半不会跟好朋友计较，你可别自讨没趣呀！在感情上,她慷慨的很，一点都不占人便宜，要是有人对不起你，她肯定跟你同仇敌忾呢！假如她真的爱上你，即使全世界反对，都不会让她动摇！无论你们的前途有多坎坷，她会陪你一起闯,绝不喊苦！当一个天蝎座女子对你承诺“至死不渝”的时候，她是认真的，而且她真的可以做到！我欣赏天蝎座女子她们爱的方式，那麽好强,那麽有担当…天蝎座女子是最能接受冷战的，即使心裡百般不愿意,她也绝对沉得住气！总之,如果你激怒了她,她势必会找到惩罚你的方法,才会善罢干休…这一切的矛盾，多疑，以及强烈的占有欲，可全都是因为爱你才会的唷！　

RED box alternate cafe

last night andrew was so moody and desperate for beer, is time giving support. so we meet up at the IOI mall puchong sense cafe, like usual we have beer flowing in our body just because i am short of cash we just take a bucket so not much feeling for me. i think is a good relief for him after hear he talk about the stress from the Job.

brother no worry i will always watch your back :) i am Scorpio real scorpio i mean so that my friend are limited due to scorpio filtration. But when you on the friend list you will always be my friend just friend not brother or sister. To be the brother or sister of scorpio is even harder :)

but time will prove every thing. loyal :P watch out the sting from scorpion !!

last week dinner with andrew

he is crazy man !!!! i give him the authority to order food but i never never expect this !!!! can you imaging i do eat some thing before that and the time that we take dinner was 930pm. End up he order 5 meal just for 2 of us !!!! i tell you after the meal i feel like vomiting but getting better after 5min slow walk to find a place to hang up.

at last we crash at the lounge that near by his house just have few pint and chat this and that he telling that he will only love his EX Girl friend no other else. hahaha good for me if i not drunk enough i will never never share out relationship feeling that deep inside my heart.

tonight dinner

saw that anot extra virgin !! not just virgin :P

guy favorite

for this month i am on diet a day i will only take 2 meal max!!!!! it does reduce my weight from 65kg to 63kg. even thought not much different but i am happy with the number, so tonight try to cook some thing make my self happy. I am just like those people that always happy go lucky :)

EX

let spot the different !!!

EX actually i will watch this movie 99% is because of the cover !!! ya admin i am sight animal just like other guy.We choose to believe what we see, but the moral value of the movie is so wrong and finally we see the true side of Hong kong celebrity 钟欣桐 (阿娇). no more innocent act can really save the fuxx up !!!

i was thinking that, it is girl will have the same desperate physical need as guy ?? girl will do at any time when guy need ? from the guy point of view yes !! guy can do it any time any way because without thinking guy just an animal. This type of thinking may be wrong but i can say this is a will that always hide inside the guy heart. :P

the feeling is suck

asking money from daddy to paid the lawyer RM 1000, and day before he just paid my school fee that cost RM31500. and now when the case start stil have to top up RM4K on that !!!!!

desperate finding money now !!!

all stress has release !!!

if last time i may rush to the car and ramp on the high way like no body business, but not today which is a liter of fuel cost me 1.95 and all the record is on the bill.

so i choose a better and harmless environment friendly solution, mop the whole fxxx house !!!! yes you are right !!! i mop the fuxxx house at time 11++pm just now !!!!! after mop the floor the body full of sweat and viewing the floor become so clear and sticky free feel much better.

the aircraft will ground untill further notice a good time for me to study back !!!! what i has forgotten.

:) super tired but no more moody

not up in the air but down to the earth

worry worry and worry !! air craft down again, i feel pressure and even thought after this IR training i still worry for the interview !!! and SIM check that kill most of the people !! T.T in now day malaysia flying are really suck !!!!! sorry to say that !! but that is true !!!!

may thing been hide under the carpet or by it beautiful cover, what really inside i think most of the people dont not know bout but us !!! they will try to short cut every thing make their life easy but they forgotten that how they been train ?? and the instructor should train us like how he been train. end up in the market that is 1000++ of job less pilot !!

without some knowledge the airline will never take you except you are "some body son" that what we call 1 Malaysia. i DO hope i am some body son but my sister and spiritual mother always remind me 1 thing !!! you know what !!!! I am GOD son !!!

i think slightly depression in going on my body , try to make it as my pushes. $$$$ is the mother fxxxxxxxxxxxxxx thing that i hate to talk bout !!!! try my best to not spent more than rm700 per month minus rental luck fuel support by mother but every time credits card bill arriver i willl receive call and get fxxx.

fuxxx my current life !!! many people say me always compare thing with a invisible price tag. But do i have a choice ?

dont worry i will be fine right after this :) just to fuxxx all the feeling here !!!!!!

luizmonteiro - Online Simulators - HSI Simulator

luizmonteiro - Online Simulators - HSI Simulator

every time my turn sure like that !!!!!!

once again until my turn to fly than the aircraft down !!! (T.T) i am so freaking piss off and sad !!! experience twice a month you must be kidding me. every time when i am not prepare for the flight than the aircraft will be fine and perfect for flying but when my i am fully prepare for tomorrow flight fill up all the document and read up all the chart than the air craft is down !!!!

what happen with me ?? T.T super down for this moment !!!! especially when i not been inform that tomorrow the air craft is not serviceable !!!! till just now i on facebook and check they are comment on the status than only i realise that the aircraft is down, do you feel my feeling ?? can you imaging i just set my alarm clock and prepare to bed because tomorrow have to wake up early at that moment also i receive such a bad news !!!!!!!

can i still be cheer ??? cool down ???

study :)

different song different place different feeling !!!! just like my blog !!!! at a different place to read it or a random song continue play on.

GOOD DAY :)

say Cheese

Fighting !!!!!! prepare the worst from the sister gang D.....

finally the dinner is over i can take out the tie and so on

JEREMY AND JENNIFER WEDDING

BEST MAN JAZZ BUT THE BRIDESMAID NAME ESTER lol./......

KL KL KL

if i got money i will buy it !!!!

what if you receive this ad present ???

pork knuckle !!! i tell you you will never never finish i by you own !!!

many thing you can find in KL even though the thing that you hardly see you also will able to find it at KL. that reason why many people rush here for working shopping but comfirm 1 thing is not living !!! except you are fxxxx rich and your transport like those berjaya or YTL by using helicopter !!

what a life !!

kl cousin house

so rich so powerful but the life of the family are mess !!!!! i willing to be that mess :) may be !!

2010 Bentley Continental Flying Spur + BMW

7series

either 1 of it cost more than half a million but

seriously inside is so comfortable.

break up make up !!!!

Breaking up no more the end of the day for girl !!!! because now day many make up artist starting teaching people how to make up your face right after the terrible cry. sound crazy but i like it !!!

since crying is useless why not make your self look better, maybe will meet the mr right later ?? WHO know right ??

weird movie

非诚勿扰2

外文名: If You Are The One 2

, watching this movie before ?? if not let give it a try even thought all the moral value inside the movie are damn wrong. any way life is short so just do it :)

some 1 i know just pass away

a aunty that just pass away, i will never hear her voice any more. an aunty that i knew in shanghai trip even just 7days relationship but still some 1 i know, which is i talk before ! i hate this type of feeling !!!!!!!!!!!

i cant imaging my lovely family member leaving me !!!!! T.T no way !!!!! no way !!!!!

no mood to taip d ......................

lets have 3 minute of silent pray for her and those pass away in the aus earthquake may them rest in peace.

short of cash !!

with a wallet that just left rm 450 i have to survive for 28days more !!!!! mean rm16 per day !!! In KL which is a proper meal that cost me rm6.00 !!!!!

i just receive rm700 from daddy on 28/02/2011 which is 3 days ago i already spent 250 ??? where the hell i spent on !!! what i remember was i spent 50 for repair my car !!! where the 200 go to ??? blak blak !!! every month are facing the same shit short of cash !!!! oh !!! i recall back i just paid rental rm150. hahahah my memory almost like the fish short memory problem.

my characteristics just like water

first of all what do you think bout water ? have any idea of it ? in my mind water can easily suitable for any environment !! for example you pour water into a round shape container and it will be round and you pour it into a square container it will instantly change to square.

for me i think i am more or less like that, and because of that people may say i just too fake because i can say out the word which is my brain dont want me to say !! i just want to make thing simple ans every one are happy. my tongue are so power compare with a gun.

now day i feel my like are lifeless !! i dont why ? alone does have allot of free time and also because of that i feel bored and lonely ! desperately want to find some 1 to share out all the happiness and sadness. Without the 1 that willing to share the happiness or sadness that is point less to achieved some thing ! my thinking is really just like a kid ! always want to receive a sweet after the hard work :P.


in the age of 22, that still alot of thing that i haven try before but most the thing that evil side !!!! dating with few girl at the same time, sleep with some 1 that you done even know her name !! many people will always think i am very potential to be some one that i mention early. But in real life i does't even my self dont really understand why ? by looking at my out look 99% you will think i am BAD and PLAY.

that why teacher always teach us dont judge a book by it cover, i know ever thought my cover are fade. try me if you dare !!!!


GOD bless you