wedding

another guy go into the another step !!!!

pity me !!!

my house internet are down , forcing me to online at old town !!!!! many thing to say !!! hope that i can graduate as soon as possible !!! but before that i really gonna work extra hard for the interview !!!!!

those who love care me please pray for me !!! :)

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hang out at sunway giza

been at KL almost 1 month yesterday was the first time i hang out with my secondary friend. have so chat going on together with the beer flowing in the blood stream the feeling was awesome.

so fast come to the end of the month mean that i will face the same problem that every 1 does short of cash !!!! bored man !!! hope that a month later i will able to get an interview. i do love flying .

some how in the middle of the night i will feel bored and lonely, this type of feeling which is i never experience before.

change plan again !!!

i feel that my planning always failure or thing happened in between. for example jeremy wedding, for me this is the most complicated and problem wedding first is the wedding date change than later the rehearsal date change. I dont mind bout all the changer but at least a call to inform me that the date been changed i do feel disrespect for being a best man!!!!

Because of this wedding plan alot of thing i have to reschedule !! example flying program i have no idea what is going on with me !!! during free time not thing happen but during busy time or planed time sure got some thing occur that what we call shit happen !!!!

before this was the aircraft down send for repair almost a week, during the week i got non thing to do until i promise a dinner with capt soo than problem came the aircraft is serviceable please come back kl continue flying !!! you must be kidding me right !!!

super tired after the wedding dinner i have to rush back to KL because 27/02/2011 10am i got flight to carry on !!!

thinking thinking thinking !!!!!!

20/02/2011 10:59hr left minus 4:30 team A

21/02/2011 06:29 minus 4:30 team B ME

22/02/2011 1:59 aircraft sent to service me and rizal ME

23/02/2011 minus 4:30 team A

24/02/2011 5:00pm meeting with Johnathan and go back kuantan. team B ME

25/02/2011 team A

26/02/2011 liew wedding team B ME

27/02/2011

plan B 25/02/2011 off day for instructor

26/02/2011 team a flying

27/02/2011 team B flying !!!

rushing here and there !!!!

super tired

staying at a air cord less room the feeling more or less like an oven, now i know why every time i go back kuantan sleep at the sofa bed i also easily fall to sleep. cold air !!!

wish every thing pass soon, today flying was not good even thought i am the better 1 compare to other but today standard are too low !!!!! so is not thing to proud off being the best amount the failure.

sleep ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzZZzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZ after so many ZZZzzzZZz i still cant sleep any 1 have a better idea for me ???


love you

Rizal house for lunch

Just now after flight, just make a phone call to every 1 for lunch !! But no 1 pick up my call end up i crash in rizal house. He plan to cook spaghetti And some vegetable,the taste was no bad man.....

Bored man !!!! staying at kl no life !!! Putra height really a place that bird also wont drop by. kL will be fun with close friend, for me i dont care how nice the place is but with who i going with are my only concern.

Miss the sweet time, the more i learn the more i afraid. The fact are always cruel .

back to KL

leaving the most comfortable place in the world and land at KL the worst place even !!!! in here non place deserve my foot print or time.

so fast this year nov i will be 22yr, at this age still open hand wide enough ask money from parent the taste really not nice !!!! i dont know why i will think that but this is what i am thinking right now !!!!!

compare with brother i really worry bout him !! because i really dont know what his thinking !!! because today during on the way to KL will pass by the highway that brother use to go office at 930am his car just pass by our car in high speed. i dont know what time he should be in the office but me and aunt still able relaxing finish our breakfast drive slowly. like this we still can meet up !! what time he leaving the bed man ?? which is the alarm start ringing at 700am. i have no idea !!

just like usual my aunt start up the topic bout my brother !!! what time have to be in the office this and that !!!! i quit jealous him staying comfortable house that shirt and meal will prepare all time. may be i being home sick right now.

feel stress that cant really share out with any body !!!! may be they think i addicted to alcohol i wish too if that every thing will be easy for me !!! even how much i drink my brain still have to accept the fact the next morning!!

blogging bullshiting here do release my feeling. :)

i hope can settle every thing before march !!

LOVE my self you too

still left few hour than i have to go off back to kl !!

so bored !!!! KL life are really suck but fun when wallet is full !!! have to say bye bye to this sweet home but will come back next weekend forfriend wedding!!! once again become a best man :)

see you :) my friend

just reach home

tonight suppose is my mother dinner and my mother are the key person in the dinner, but because of some thing she cant attend the dinner and call me represent her !!!!! oh my !!!!

the dinner full of uncle aunty which is i dont even meet before never mind, some how my blood is trying me to heat up the party if not mother will keep saying by the friend for the whole year !!!! because of that first time i hold the 4liter wive box cheer table by table !!! dancing with uncle aunty :) seriously dont know how to dance till aunty teaching me and leading me dance !!! heheehe

ok after finish 16liter of wine, i told can go back have a good rest oh not!!!!!!!!!! second round !!!! ok i dont mind !!!!! drinking is not thing for me !!!! hardly will get drunk for my current lever !!!!

pity mummy dont know how thing going on!!!

in relationship still ???

a status that full of ? mark . virtual partner ?? may be !!! no energy to spent on this case, now i am more worry bout my study. when i am going to finish my course ?? study and study !!! wish to find some part time job to over come current situation.

praise the lord once again

can you believe that !!! my daddy go out dating oh !!!!! hahahahahaha of course with my lovely mummy. they are so cute choose to eat at MD oh....... just like those little love bird.

sound weird i am the only 1 in the house eating my self !!!! super different from last time !!! my hang out time always longer than any body else.

happy or EMO is my call !!! since cant make any changer just try to accept it happily :)

Special valentine

same thing happen

wake up by stomach t.t whole body feel no energy less , later have to visit doctor ask for help

tired.......................................

food poisoning again !!

today i been wake up by my stomach !! not because of hungry but stomachache !!! at house been visit the toilet more than 3 times, than afternoon still have to meet mother at KL. which is a place that i am totally blank.

i cant believe that in that condition i still choose driving down to KL, after reaching kl i go settle my fine DBKL at that place i also visit the toilet few times minimum 3 times, than at there i saw sogo mall than i was hoping that inside the mall having those pharmacy selling a medicine that i need in right now !!!!

SOGO are having sale right now, due to that the mall are pack in some floor because i never visit this mall so i no sure where is the pharmacy so i choose to search it floor by floor. but i did it wrongly out of my expectation the pharmacy at lower ground but i start my search from 1st floor till 5th floor end up i visit 2 floor toilet 4 floor toilet and back to ground floor toilet.

finally found the pharmacy i straight away run in and buy some many box of teh an stomachache pill and some charcoal pill and dehydrated salt. that moment i almost finish every medicine 1 shoot because the diarrheal really killing me. after taking all the medicine feel dizzy that time already 2pm but before that i haven eat any thing. the more i eat the more will out so better dont just keep on take my medicine and drink salt.

hope get well tomorrow :(

build up body time

2 more week time is jeremy brother weeding, they all always say after second times become best man the third time should be him self weeding. :)

i hear another story is the couple know each other during wedding 1 is brother size, due to traditional brother have to pick up the sister together back the groom house. The best part of this story was the brother tell the girl after they get together "you know the first eye i looking at you, i know you are the 1 been looking for so long" so sweet right ?? it might be bed time story but it does happen.

now thinking that when my brother will step in the church with my sister in law, i cant wait for that moment any more. To doing this he must able to losing some weight and have a healthy body as well.

after my brother than is my lovely sister turn, actually i dont mind my sister get married late because it is better than she simply find some 1 and married. Luckily we are the FAITH ranger we always have faith to GOD. But now day my life style was really suck !!!

at this moment i dont think God will bring any 1 for me, because i know i really not ready for that. what i may do just having " fun " time with her end up destroy both pure spirit.

i am a scorpion even thought i not really believe with those thing, but i admin that when i love some 1 i give all my heart to her vice versa if i hate i dont even want to see her any more.

that is scorpion life less friend because of the mood swing will scare of most of the friend.

for me BLACK mean BLACK , WHITE mean WHITE GRAY will never appear !!!!!!!!

LOVE and HATE too. dont even cheat a scorpion i you able to do that not how smart you are is just scorpion let you to do so, but inside the scorpion will prepare for the revenge and strike back .

:) cheer

事不关己！高高挂起！这个也是你不去招惹蝎子，蝎子很少主动去招惹你一样！

天蝎座

天蝎的本质：执著
不要怀疑了，天蝎的一切特性，都源自其执著，对自己的目标的追逐，对自己信念的坚定，对自己的路的坚持，都源于他的本性——执著！很少有人比蝎子更痴情，那也是蝎子对自己爱情的执著。这个本质对于蝎子来说是其成功的一个要素，不过一旦一个蝎子被野心所控制，那么就会对整个世界造成影响。
　　因为太过于执著，所以天蝎无论是怎么样的，都会表现出过激的反应，对于在自己目标上的障碍，他们会不留情的去铲除。所以对于蝎子来说，冷酷与其说是本质，不如说是天蝎所常的一个手段，用冷酷来保护自己，是一个蝎子最基本的办法！这个在后边解释！再说说城府，很多人在提起天蝎的时候都会说这个星座的人城府很深！其实不然，天蝎只是对于事物的看法不那么容易表现出来，我们宁可把自己的感觉用行动表现出来，也不习惯用言语表达，所以给人以阴沉的感觉。
　　由于对自己信念的执著，所以天蝎对自己所做的一切都是一个投入，一种全身心的投入，这个优点是其他星座所没有的，所以天蝎做事情一般都会成功，因为他们的投入。不过天蝎并不是很在意结果，他们在意的只是过程中自己的投入，只要他们想做的，就从来不想让自己留下遗憾，所以结果如何，对于蝎子来说不是最重要的，重要的，是他们尽了全力。所以蝎子都很喜欢这个感觉，无论是做什么，那怕是报复……
（关于“执著”这点，不置可否，“执著”只可以说是中性词，可以说是坚持不懈，同样也可以理解为倔强、死脑筋，我似乎偏向于后者。其次关于信念目标这些太大太空的东西，我说不太好，但关于蝎子喜欢“走自己的路让别人说去”，这点似乎说的恰如其分，至于感情方面，这种说不清道不明的东西，恐怕只有自己心里知道，不说了。最后关于蝎子“冷酷”和“城府”，对于我来讲，我“冷”是缘于不自信，缘于对自己表达能力的不自信，决非耍酷，更不是“有城府”，在这点上说得很符合。）
　　天蝎的共同特点：冷静
　　这个是所有天蝎的特点！在任何事情里，天蝎都喜欢用冷眼看，用自己的理解去分析，从自己的这个方面来判断对自己的影响，天蝎所信奉的是：事不关己！高高挂起！这个也是你不去招惹蝎子，蝎子很少主动去招惹你一样！
（呵呵，我没它说得那么高深，什么“用自己的理解去分析”，更没它说的那么可怕，但别招惹我确实不假。）
　　所有的天蝎都孤独
　　没有一个蝎子不孤独的，而且他们不害怕孤独，反而可以去享受孤独的滋味。蝎子每过一段时间都要去自己单独的呆一会，他们这个时候会反省自己以前一段时间里所做的一切对于自己现在来说是对还是错误的！不过，他们并不渴望孤独，相反，他们他们渴望的是有人可以把他从孤独里带出来，所以他们会异常的珍惜他们的朋友和爱人，因为只有和真的朋友在一起的时候蝎子才不会感到孤独，因为他们投入的特点，所以蝎子都会十分的厌恶背叛和欺骗！他们不会去背叛和欺骗自己的朋友，同样，他们也同样的要求自己的朋友和爱人不可以背叛自己，欺骗自己。
（是不是所有的蝎子都孤独，我不知道，但我知道我确实很孤独，圈子小，朋友少，有些事不方便和父母说，更少有信得过的朋友能直言肺腑，所以孤独一说，确实很在理。至于“厌恶背叛和欺骗”，我想常人都会这么做，只是蝎子更明显而已罢了。）
　　天蝎的字典只有对和错
　　在天蝎的字典里，只有对和错两个选择。在人群里，天蝎的分类大概是最简单的，一个是与自己有关的人，一个是与自己没关的人，在与自己有关的人里边，只有朋友和敌人的分类！很多书都说蝎子是一个水与火的结合，是一个两个极端的结合，没错，的确是这个样子，天蝎的世界是最简单的，因为在他们的世界里，除了对，就是错，没有第三条路。这个观点体现在所有的蝎子身上！
（我有这么极端？！）
　　天蝎致命的弱点－感情：
　　蝎子并不是人们通常所说的那个样子，是一个冷血动物，他们的冷酷只是他们的一个伪装。一个保护自己脆弱的心的伪装，蝎子不是象大家想象的那样坚强，他们的投入有一个最致命的弱点。大家都知道期望越大，失望越大的意思，所以，蝎子通常不把自己的感情投入到一个人身上，所以他们用冷酷来吓退自己不感兴趣的人。对于蝎子的报复的，很多人都提起过，说到感情不可以不说天蝎为什么要那么样的报复曾经“对不起”他的人，如果你从上边看到这里，那么你应该可以明白，为什么蝎子会在报复的时候那么的狠毒！
　　对于蝎子而言，感情是专一的，是真诚的，蝎子可以无视别人对你的看法，只要他认为你是他的一个朋友，你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，只要你对蝎子是真诚的，那么你就是他的朋友。不过请注意，蝎子是会在一些小事情上来感觉到你对他的感情是否是真诚的，不要以为你可以欺骗蝎子，除非你可以做到滴水不漏，在任何事情上都防备蝎子！否则，你会先尝到蝎尾的毒针！

cooking spaghetti tonight

siew ling say want eat 小白菜wor.....

since i am free why not !

after so long never play with the kitchen utensil, do not know that whether i still able to present a presentable and tasty meal.

out going to buy some ingredient some meal , onion , tomato , woohoo !!! suddenly feel study culinary. because being a chef is almost like a magician because he will always bring surprise to people.

back to normal

after yesterday i think it will be the last pint of beer for this month. i am ok with beer but not too much and too noise place of course the most important who you drink with. normally i wound not drink without reason or occasion.

going back to KL now

no more beer for me !!! continuously drinking for every single new year night, no more party every thing back to normal study study !!!!!

drink till almost forget all the flying chart and skill, sorry for those i no able to meet you during new year but after my study i have alot of time that time meet up again.

for now drinking beer is non thing for me, may be use to it !! if last year sure my head and the whole body will feel uncomfortable like hell 30cans :P feel good hahhaha not drunk but high !!!

HOPE that back to blue sky soon

drink like helllllll

since last night every night i finish almost box of beer tonight lesser just 12-16 cans. so bored to drink and dont get drunk but i dont why i not getting drunk ?? even i mix all the funny mixture i still can finish taping my blog.

fxxx every 1 are bring the company, i have have too :P beer !!!!!!!!!! after drinkingi become hyper and talkative can easily communicate with every 1. drink but not drunk but get fat :(.

bored........................... nw year passing soon, what i getting not thing fat and stress, tension to be no body any more.

hope tonight no vomiting for me

happy Chinese new year

hope the stupid tiger left a clever and cute rabbit will bring me luck. time are the best thief it steal so many thing from us health till beauty.

start worry of looking for job, but any way now i just do what ever i can do for this moment i think which is the best return for parent.

forget bout woo hoo is time for "Eh...what's up, doc?bugs bunny :P

that a reason behind every thing happed 2

Simple question to ask,

I just dont dare to ask or know the true,

Not bout time that past but the feeling ,

Gone or still there ,

Leaving the sadness place thinking that will bring help but is,

Exactly wrong move may be a move that will regret forever.

Some how in the middle of the night cant fall sleep who will come out in the

U mind than the answer should be clear enough

Cover up the feeling wont ever solve the problem especially chose to end the life

Kill him self but not dare to face the problem.

cant sleep after drinking !!!

just like i mention thing inside thing ???????

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that a reason behind every thing happed

tonight i when movie with parent and brother sister , tian tian good day for malaysia product i think is really good. my tear almost flow out during those touching scene. thank God my family back in piece i do feel very enjoy spending time with them. a good relationship is really build in a strong foundation not only spent money or time but love is the most important issue.

since become single for more than a year i do feel bored some time but i feel that the relationship between family member become better and better daily. first of all i believe that every parent will always try their best to provide every for the child. just like me i just too pamper from parent i really can get thing easily just whether i want it or not. But most of the time i wont because i understand how hard to earn money.

without lover but lovely parent also not bad what :) both of them are lovely. Always so worried bout us the child. even thought i not living in a very very rich family but at least i do live comfortable because since the day i open up my eye my house start hiring maid. So till now i still cant iron a shirt properly.

please love our parent because in this world no 1 is no 1 will love you like they.