just now take dinner with mrs john

my english teacher , so nice that her student plan a birthday party for her and i just a sudden add on guess :) hahahha. in the end is uncle settle up the bill i think this meal quit costly because we drink fer bottle of wine and pizzas and lamb leg that already cost 160 wah !!!!!

i like this type of gathering , litter people so that can chat with each other very well . rather than thousand people there in the end you dont even remember who you invited d................


looking forward for my 21th birthday :) i hope every thing go smooth !

bu kai xin

fan si le , zhe she shang 什麽果都有， 就是没有如果。每天无所事事的等运到， 每次想到毕业我就烦！！！！ 人读书我读书为什麽我读得怎莫多波折？？ 我一心只想毕业然后找工作。


我那无知的笑容早离我而去了，现在天空是灰色的蓝天不再咯。 嗐开心又要过不开心又要过， 但是不开心的过容易很多。 T.T

21th bday

feel so silent and bored......................................................... dont know why??? hope that night will be fun :)

where the helllllll is every 1 ??

the name only home town at kuantan , but most of the time at kl or other place !!! hai......... want find some 1 to drink tea also hard ah.............

today i just make history

today i alone driving back from kl to kuantan !!!! super tired because yesterday exam than after exam we when out celebrate no more exam and my early birthday . like usual drink like crazy and drunk like crazy .......................... zzzzzzZzz

how amazing it is !!!!

till now i still cant belief that i get level 5 for my English test !!!!! hahahahahah full mark is level 6 . i get 5 , at first i was hoping pass the exam get level 4 only but in the end i get level 5 hahhah thank God . i am so happy because in Chinese except sie hai get 6 the rest all get 4 !!! but all of them the English also very good !!! that why i feel so worry . the cost for reseat is rm400 oh......
seriously bt the time i hear low and yu yang get level 4 i really worry because for me their English is far a head from me at least their can watch English drama series without the sub title !!!

going off soon

gonna rest up my mind d........................... good time for me to rechange my self !!



:) love you

fate>>>有缘没分

i trying so many time to meet her but not even a time a able to meet her . than today i help 1 word really touch my heart . "some time God say no is wanted to protect us " ," some time God don't let us know the answer is also for our own good " HE know the ending as well .

who are we ?? child of God you think when we feel sad he doesn't ?? actually He feel more sad than we do . after this coming birthday i will be 21th d...... legally as a adult no more a kid any more . must fully responsible for what i did d.........


is time to rest d............ after taking medicine make me mood swing the whole day @.@

i hate ppl disgrace me

i really have attitude problem !!!!!!! my mood swing graft are so unpredictable . this moment i laught may be next moment i emo or down to the max d........... feel so tired to make every happy . what i get is some disgrace word .

:) thank today is birthday partty if not ......................

EMO sorry dont read this

算了吧！！！！ this word make feel down and emoing !!!!!! till i cant even fall sleep . tonight koh girlfriend birthday sally drunk d.......... and she say some word that i dont like it . but it true i just dont like what she doing !! make me feel so .............................. she say she having quarrel with current bf but later the ex bf will sent her home but inform the bf that i sent her home .
may be she get drunk d.......
any way !!! release stress and go holiday d..................


really not good feeling when hear some thing i dont like , damn i still sick cant drink beer . fuxxx you all mothxxx pussxxx not i dont want to drink just i cant !! fuxxxxx take the medicine that i take than i drink with you la....... sucxxxxxxx in the end i pisss off than i finish a couple of cup straight ....


fuxxxxxx relationship[problem , fuxxxxxxxx exam , fuxxxxxxxxx the school

sie hai birthday , flying buddy

this pair of eyes is full of electric !!!! SHOCK !1!!!!

hahahaha write wrongly d..... 26th become 36th

iphone ~~~ even mummy using it ~.~

angry bird

stop the car d..... first thing not exist the car but play game !!

cant level up hahhaa

just finish writing the birthday

surprisingly my best crime buddy risson koh with his girl friend already more than 3yr d........ i think may be 4 year d..... any way this couple is 1 of the funny couple even !!! why i say so !!! last time risson are very slim and tough but now become fatty boy d...... and last time karren are slightly chubby but now are so slim seriously not so nice and healthy looking after losing so many weight !!!! than she always say hahahh i make risson stomach bigger and bigger just like pregnan d.... hahahah


after break up and back together so many time , now they relation base become stronger and stronger cant even say unbreakable :P . i think is time for me prepare this buddy wedding soon d......


FRIENDSHIP FOREVER :p

21th birthday

just brought some thing for risson and his girl friend !!! as 21yr birthday , just now go test some perfume dolce & gabbana D&G no 6 smell really good lo......... ok la............ is time to keep money for that d...........

thinking that why only sister will buy the piano lo............. keeping the money first lo........

sick again

hai............ my body become weak and ill after continuously lack of sleep of sleep late !!!



the worst is yesterday , i fetch mother go to kl and come back at 1230am in the end i reach home at 430am . super tired and sleep !!!



just visit the doctor and take the midicine d as well , 4 times daily . hai........ wrong time to get sick because have to take off on 18 oct .

DJ

dont know why suddenly feel like playing mixer , mix all the music just like the DJ . actually can be part time DJ is a pretty good job . can throw a party any time any where just bring a laptop with dj program and sound card and headset !!

let's party !!! last time i really hate club !! not mean now i dont hate just hate less d........ at least a place thta over some the time !!

throw out like crazy

12/10/2010 a day i will never forget !!! have a nice dinner at chili and relax moment at uncle chili . seriously the next morning i feel like dieing man!! finally finish the english test is a good relief for my self .

that day morning wake up at 630am starting feel nervous for the test d....... thank for RG prepare the breakfast for me and shafiq . than we start our journey toward UPM , reaching the place the conduct our test the more stress i feel ! but lucky we reach the early so we still our allot of time to find out the way . because the test will start at 900am but that do happen some incident due to the graduation so the uni is full of car and parent !!! allot road been change or direct to another lane !!! belief me this uni is really huge because we been cycling inside for more than half and hour still cant find where is the place . i cant belief that the first person that i communicate in the uni ask for rest room is the 1 that conduct my english test !!! pretty awesome right !! my test just end within 30 min . i dont know whether i make it a not but i feel relief after that !!


afternoon we swim at the condo and dinner later . the best suck activity after dinner is go to pub i dont really remember how many glass i take in but i do remember some name first is 2 whisky shoot than long island than jackdanier coke after that is keep on Chivas coke till we bored of paying 1 by 1 we brought a bottle of Chivas 12yr . and we do finish 3/4 of the bottle . but this time i make it stay alert and prepare all the pail beside me and my friend hahaha incase throw out time . in the middle of the night after prepare every thing like usual is my time to throw out !!! the feeling really hurt and the hang over make me stuck in the toilet for 2-3 hour but after the vomiting i take a hot bath then every thing back to normal d.........

the next morning is really suck !! because my stomach is sensitive type so after so many glass my stomach do feel up sads . but is a pretty good night with real close friend !! but the cost for that night roughty rm1000 but we just have to paid the food that we eat and the forst drink the rest all on RG hahaha .

gonna paid back this next time working

a brand new way for me to reduce stress !!!

say no to smoking and drinking !! i think !! because after smoking i feel worst feel more lonely , drinking worst still drunk and vomiting not only hurt my body but wallet too .

so i come out with this brand new idea !!! clean the whole house !!! just done with the room and toilet every thing are shinny white :0 feel better much better after sweating . i have no idea why i am so afraid for test after failure for the first flight test . may be i just slightly over react , but really dont like the feeling of failure !! i really cant be like those relax bustard fail over and over again still the same . hai..........

feel streesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss for the date of graduate !!! may be next year end onl can finish T.T i know i dont like this happen but i have to accept it as a fact ! than after graduate become jobless !!! another problem for me >>> like most of my senior are jobless or working as sale assistance or customer service !! you must be kidding with me right ? and some just relax at over sea buy a brand new car enjoy his sweet time !! damn jealous for those people stress less .


planning to do some business !! but what ?? because pilot max age can go till 55-60 that all !!
is time to dream , and working it out !! you know anot facebook founder just age 26 but already enter the top 200 richer people in the world !! woohoo!!!

every 1 since so busy

Tuesday 12 Oct i having a english test at UPM kuala lumpur !!! so that i will be at kl for about 3days , some of the friend ask me whether want go Cameron highland for 3days 2 night trips right after my English exam !!! after that drive back to kuantan !!! and going off to shanghai on 18 Oct till 25 Oct than another exam on 26 Oct !!! so damn pack !!!!

some time when you want meet some 1 so much you will never able to meet it but when the time you dont feel like seeing this people than that time you will meet up . sound silly but true !!!! hoping to solve thing faster but than is no chance for me to do it .


actually i prefer this type of time table , so pack and i can almost fully utilise my time . rather than stay at johor doing not thing just eat sleep eat sleep . having a pilot title sound challenging and amazing but when you but this in your own shoe than you know better !!! exam exam and exam !!! ZZzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzz

lookin forward for the shanghai trip

i think is a good time for me to release the stress !!!! just like i mention earlier !! my stress level mostly not thing with the body strenght . but the stress from the school really piss me of !!!



i am tired of fighting d......... what i want to do is read as much i can and prepare my self for the interview !!!! hai.......... pity me my english is really suck !!!! call me explain thing in english really kill me man/............



keep watching more english series hope it help !!!!



bored to be single d!!!!! any way i be single for a year : D , but i still survire !!

out of fuel

you must be kidding me !!!!!!! my school really worry me up !!! first is the aircraft never paid rental cause my flight test no aircraft in the end change aircraft .

now no fuel !!! what the hxxx is happening to this school man !!!!! no money for fuel ?? what all the money flown to ?? hai........ hope i can graduate asap !!


gonna pray hard man !!!!

face problem

the pimples than always on my face face make me feel sick , after this side clean the another side pops out !! hai........... thinking a solution to solve it straight into bull eye . hate taking picture during this period , how good if all this can be done ?


saving money for treatment !! i dont care anymore i want all the pimples disappear forever !! DSLR plan put on hold first , future career is more important i dont want to interview with full of pimples lo..................


at least not that much !!! keep drinking water and drinking the amino acid :( hope it help .

weather

this few day weather is just like my mood !! so grey change rapidly , my mood keep up up down down . by the time thinking after graduate jobless start feel stress d.........

12-10-2010 taking english test ! seroiusly afraid of test !! i have a bad feeling of test d...............

flight test date haven comfirm yet , but what thier told is ever ready for it !!! oh my XXX

ah........ ahg............... ah....................... really stress and bored !!! i am not getting any happiness during flying d......... sienz............

:) last time i am so confident that on my plan , graduate job married happy family . i dont think so any more !! colourless

EAT THE BOOK

light signal from control towel !!!

ON GROUND ON AIR

1. GREEN ___________________ CLEAR TAKE OFF / LAND
2. FLASHING GREEN------------------------------CLEAR TAXY / RETURN TO LAND WAIT FOR STEADY GREEN
3. RED ________________ STOP / GIVE WAY CONTINUE CIRCLING
4. FLASHING RED -----------------------CLERN OF RUWAY IN USE / DONT NO LAND
5. FLASHING WHITE_---------------------RETURN STARING POINT-------HITE
6. ALTERNATING RED AND GREEN -----------------------------------------------EXCERSICE EXTERM CAUTION

NAV

T - TURN HEADING

T - TIME CALCULATE

R -REFERENCE POINT

T -TRANSMIT R/T

T -TOWN

T-TERRAIN

R-RIVERS

R-ROAD

R-RAILROAD

so long never light a stick d..............

this few day i really really no mood and stress !! in the end i light up a stick !!


i know it does not help , but still ? no thing i can do d...... the more i study the more i know i dont know !!! hai................................ sie hai birthday as a good reason to drink d.............

now i know why those parent willing to paid more for their child school !! because what i suffer now make me feel that . Really sad and become no more mood to study in this school d........ last time i keep hoping that can graduate within 2 year than get a job than start earning d..........

flight test may be conduct next week ?? what call may be ??
and just receive a sms that say please report on monday breifing may conducted time and date will advice later !!!! alwayslike that !!

study in a no future planning school really no joke !!!
good thing not cheap , cheap thing no good !! because 70k save i waste my time and etc !!!!