flood jkt

flood in jakarta



so far i feel safe because the place i stay so far still flood free,and today i also lost count how many time she packing all the stuff d.

but sorry to say i had enough that why i just fall sleep without any feeling, the funny thing happen is in early morning i been wake by a movement beside me a ice cold hand put over my back. follow by a bear hug in my mind i feel is over mean over.

i am tired in the crycle relationship d, i can live alone peacefully without acompany that is me i dont give a shit that i feeling not important, but out of my control my brain remind (her) face which i get maximun hurt at that momemt i know actually the hole in my heart some how  remain still just maybe been cover by other stuff. But the cover is just like the foot mark been make on beachside easily been wash over by the water current. And that reviews the scar there , come to a extent i feel lost.


never give 100% will always make me safe

every flight is a different flight

after 6 day flight duty even flying the same route but every flight is a different flight :) have it own problem , 
1 sub heavy rain low visibility than return to apron (RTA)
2 sub airport black out 
3 first time stay at lop 2 day straight plus 1 off day at lop :) 
4 on behalf of captain first time do announcement in Chinese due to many chinese on board lol...... 
I LOVe This Game (@.@)

when dream some true

dream came true is not only bout the luck but ever ready when opportunity, i have a friend that drop out at form 3 but now he earn 10-20k per month. i dont know how he did that but i believe it do workhard and work smart for that.

Now day if you know the power of your brain and try to use it , you can be a millionaire. I know pilot job cant really be very very rich but i do have a comfortable life style when i have money i thinking to invest in some business that can make me a backup plan.

hehe now what i have to do is study the sop and remember how to operate the aircraft bring every passenger reach their destination safely.

现在我的心理很矛盾

现在我的心理很矛盾

在这里交女朋友可以容易到你不相信，有个女的想要一脚踏几船我今天九打沉那条船。我还跟那男的做朋友，我想已前的我一定很伤心但经过那一次后我学会了保护自己。

我想今天那女的一定不好过， 给我她有也好没也罢没什么好可怜的。

感觉在这里每一天换女朋友都不是问题！ 放心把我的心很小所以不能同一时间有两人。 不过我在想她妈的把我当救身圈！ 你聪明不代表我笨，我不说不代表我不知道。

我看我真的要谢谢那位给我上人生中一堂重要课。保护自己

being love

i am so bored till i go to mall and find a cafe for study, i cant believe that i enter jing su cafe . the set up is really nice and i do feel comfortable to study here, just in the bottom of my heart i was thinking that why they can do it churches cant do it.

i know some place does have those cafe but because all far apart from each other so public will never notice it like jin su cafe.

ah hong married

Married because of baby it will look down from down but When future timE the children grow up than he will feel easy !! Just now in the dinner I almost get into fight with the uncle !!! He can't drink that much that I say let's finish this bottle than meet u tomorrow he get angry go away and drink alone. FUxxx u la..... If not because me brother and my friendly skill I think I hit u long time d fxxxxx u la uncle u are too ald to drink with :) fxxx u la .....

If I really want to drink I will continue drinkimg without drunk but just now the uncle oobviously he is drunk fxxx u la Go bc sleep la old man

Is way too easy for me

At indonesia I think I can have everyday different girlfriend, here the girl is more intialtive than guy. Normally guy start the hunt but here some time guy can be pray in state of hunter ;) Every 1 just say I am friendly feel good being with me maybe yes maybe not , for what I concert is I get my flying hour and start pay back my loan.

Now in my mind I won't spent too much time on the girl because I don't feel like doing it any more since been hurt once GAO GAO 1.
Play boy title not really suitable for me ;) I just be nice to every 1 that is me . Miss understanding that I am sorry love my life.


Love relationship shit is what I afraid to play with !!!! Not easy to erase the memory that some one you love some much before. For me I don't want to mess with that anymore before any thing I already have plan b or c to protect my self.

Scorpion that is me ;)